You mean you don’t believe???
Often if you say you believe in God you’d be mocked. People will say “you believe in a big guy upstairs”?
Sure I do!
But what do you believe? That we appeared out of nowhere? That all earth, life, ideas, stories, consciousness sprang up from nothing? That doesn’t sound ridiculous?
There’s no designer or creator?
There was a magical explosion that happened billions of years ago? Out of nothing? really? An explosion? And we know about it?
When else does something in our world that’s not designed or built come out of nowhere. When does an explosion create something so exceptionally well designed.
What’s harder to believe?
For now that’s my short answer. But everything I’ve learned in life tends to lead back to one answer. God exists.